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I've waited a long time for this life
Just to ruin it
So please don't ruin this for me
Yes I understand this lie
Hell I crossed those T's
I scratched out all these I's myself last night
When I promised not to fight

So this is what I'm looking like these days
I'm all grown up
So full of hate
But I don't want to let go of my rage
Cause it's the salt
That brings the taste

So where am I if you decide that I'm not right
Cause I might break
And I might bend
Your heart strings
Out of tune again
And I might try to appologize
On a good day
On my best day, if you stick around

Did I stay inside to steralize this knife
Am I being too careful
Does this seem right
Did I open up the shades
To expose the sunny rays
To show what burned there inside

Yeah take a close look
Hold me right up to the light
Cause I might break
And I might bend
Your heart strings
Out of tune again
And I might try to appologize
On a good day
On my best day, if you stick around

I've waited for so long
I've waited for so long
drink me out, drink me in
This scorched and rocky field
Will camoflauge my skin

And I might break
And I might bend
Your heart strings
Out of tune again
And I might try to appologize
On a good day
On my best day, if you stick around
On my best day, if you stick around