Christmas Island Follow

Need to take a day off
Need to take a walk
I've been acting like a fuck head
I'm ashamed of the things I said

You're so lovely
I'm a disease (unsure)
I don't know what the hell I'm doing
I'm no good at me and you man

Everything is my fault, oh I know
but you can count on me to beat myself up
I don't know why I do the things that I do
But I just want to be here with you
it's true
so true
it's true

sometimes I treat my friends
like they're easy to earn (unsure)
there's a competition in me, a general misanthropy
so alone I sit
dwelling in my pit
watching lots of bad horror movies
analyze my insecurities

Everything is my fault, oh I know
but you can count on me to beat myself up
I don't know why I do the things that I do
But I just want to be here with you
it's true
so true
it's true

Every time we fight
I'm never right
and you reply to my ___ of ___ ___ and ___ as self sabotage

I'm so high strung
never any fun
you're so heartbreakingly perfect
wonder if I'm even worth it

with your long black hair
and your wide eyed stare
what kind of person would hurt you
I know the answer but I don't want to
it's true
so true
it's true
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