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Is it fault or fate that I can't relate, my mind's impurities have left me empty. Don't want to be detached but I'm fucking lost. In my head, the things I can't control. Slave to the eyes I see. The enemy never leaves my sight. It's never ending, it's always wrong. It's never easy, It's always wrong. There's a battle in my head I know I'll never solve. It's never ending. I'm lost in a world of people I ant to love but can't stand a minute in their gaze. Night brings no relief, solitude for me. Close my eyes and dream of a life I'll never have. Where does it leave me? Fucked up and disenchanted. It's never ending, it's always wrong. It's never easy, It's always wrong. There's a battle in my head I know I'll never solve. It's never ending. Where's the life I dreamed?