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And now I'm trying to decide if I feel dirty at all
cause it gets hard to tell
it's never just black and white she's got a mind of her own
and she uses it well
so she invites me over outside villanova
she's got some pull-out sofa that we won't hardly need
she is only drinking soda revving up that motor
got places we could go to but I still won't believe
that she's only gifted
when I'm standing by her side
she goes unassisted
and I start to relax as I cut her some slack

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so get up I gotta go to work
facing all these people who now know I'm a jerk
and it's a set-up I gotta change my clothes
concealing all this evidence before everybody knows
what I've done and what I'm gonna do …again

and in the middle of the night I have a breakdown of sorts
with regret creeping in
she's gonna put up a fight and she will get her way
cause she loves sleeping in
so I need someone to side with when she begins confiding
and I cannot provide it cause I'm endlessly cold
she says she's so excited to play some groom and bride
with me but I'm undecided so I need to be told
that she's only sinking
when I'm sleeping by her side
with a change of thinking
I could pull us away even just for a day

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she grows impatient to change my tune
she's geting older and legal soon
and I wasn't ready to start out and go upsetting
some girl that I'd be forgetting
by the time the cops came by that afternoon
and I try to decide as she pulls me aside

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