Jem Follow

(In loving memory of PJ Matthews)

I wish this could be

a happy song

But my happiness disappeared

the moment you were gone

Don't think I ever believed that

this day would come

Now all I'm feeling

is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised

Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you

and it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful

for the time we had

We were blessed

I should celebrate

but I feel too sad

All the wonderful memories

just make me fall apart

And it feels like somebody's

stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised

Mmmm that I wouldn't cry

But I, yes I, miss you

and it's killing inside

Ooh well I, yes I, miss you

want you by my side

Walking, holding hands

Talking, making plans

Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be

a happy song

But my happiness disappeared

the moment you were gone

Tell me it's not happening

Say it's not as it seems

Tell me that I'm gonna wake up

It's just a bad dream

Please tell me that it's fiction

Tell me it's just a lie

Whatever you choose to tell me

Please say he didn't die

And I, yes I, miss you

and it's killing inside

Ooh well I, yes I, miss you

want you by my side

Ooh well I, miss you

want you by my side

Back here by my side

Here by my side