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Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself

There's someone calling my name
But there's nothing to respond
I lost so much in our collapse
Man, my little hope is gone

The voice said don't worry friend
The darkness is just a suggestion
Oh don't worry kid
This darkeness is just a suggestion
Oh don't worry Kevin

I'm allergic to the world when we're separated
There's nothing in my heart that's worth the beating
Feeling like a styrofoam prop
Ennui is eating
I'm sure we talk and talk
But nothing worth repeating
I feel defeated

Now I'm O.D.ing on your cocksucker blues
You make me uptight
When you just don't work right
You painted my prison now something's wrong
And I never ever wanted to write this song

I'm killing myself but it's not suicide
I'm killing myself
I'm killing myself but it's not suicide
I'm killing myself
And my friends will never know
Because I've never been
Because I've never been honest with anyone

Always pulling faces from the unreposessing places of the universal mind
I'm crippled by the world when we're divided
There's nothing in my heart that's worth the clicking
Feeling like a Pamplona bull that's finished kicking

Although we try to break the loop
It's always stuck repeating
I feel defeated

Now I'm O.D.ing on your cocksucker blues
You make me uptight
When you just don't work right
You painted my prison now something's wrong
And I never ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along
But it's hopeless
And i never ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along
But it's hopeless