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F.O.M.
A.K.A. friend of mine

every day i fight myself
my mind wants to let you go
but my heart fights back
i do not know what to do… about you

you have a place in my heart
you can never lose
there’s only one thing left to do
that one thing is you must choose… to win or to lose

your selfish actions falter daily
though they never seem to fade away
often retreat seems to be my only escape
but there’s always another way

i need you here to soothe my pain and refill me when i’ve run dry
your smile releases from reality life for just a moment
i miss your voice that brings a smile to me when i’m feeling down
or just a simple page at any moment of the day or night
to let me know you care, about me

so you just slide through life like nothing really matters
if it goes wrong you can pack up and leave it all behind
you said you just wanted his friendship
all i want is yours is this to much to ask

i’m still waiting here dreaming you’ll come back
to what you’ve always had
sell me a stare maybe just a moment of your time
whatever it is i want it to be mine

(you’re my abandonment in life my place of shelter tranquility is with you)