Shirley Caesar Follow

I've been talking to myself again
You don't hear a word
Why bother to explain it when

You say that I should try
But I feel I'm half alive
And the rest of me is somewhere else

I wish the world would just spin faster
Get to my happy ever after, you're looking at me
You're waiting to see the difference
The difference in me

And you keep telling me to grow up
But why should I, it's never good enough
How could I be when you never see the difference
The difference in me

I don't wanna fight
Don't care whose right or wrong anymore
I'm sick of all this pain
Can it be the way it was before

When I always made you smile
Seems it's been a while
'Cause now you're always out of reach

I wish the world would just spin faster
Get to my happy ever after, you're looking at me
You're waiting to see the difference
The difference in me

And you keep telling me to grow up
But why should I, it's never good enough
How could I be when you never see the difference
The difference in me

You say that I should try
But I feel I'm half alive
And the rest of me is somewhere else

I wish the world would just spin faster
Get to my happy ever after, you're looking at me
You're waiting to see the difference
The difference in me

And you keep telling me to grow up
But why should I, it's never good enough
How could I be when you never see the difference
The difference in me

I changed my hair and I doing my clothes
And you say, you see but you don't notice the difference
The difference, the difference in me

I'm the same as I was before
I'm not afraid to walk right out that door
See the difference, the difference in me

I've been talking to myself again
You don't hear a word