The Early November Follow

I've got some deep scars from a little black heart that's miles away

I sent it packing after I saw what it did and I couldn't believe

And now my chest hurts from the hole that I dug, it's getting harder to breathe

I'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everything

For once...

My life

I might as well live it

Along with the bad times

Just happy to be living

So it's my time, I know it sounds selfish

I'm really not like that

We live and we die for this

So now my head hurts and it's only getting worse every time that I think

I feel like choking every time I have to sing, it's getting harder for me

And now my stomach hurts, as long as I'm in love it's so hard to leave

I feel a bad pain moving through my chest and my knees start to shake

My knees start to shake, it's bringing me down

This is my life

I might as well live it

Along with the bad times

Just love to be living

So this is my time

I know it sounds selfish

I think I'll have some ice cream

We live and we die for this

There's one thing missing every time I step outside

One thing missing every time I leave and drive

One thing missing every time I'm far from home

There's one thing missing every time I leave for months

One thing missing every time I lose control

There's one thing missing every time that I stay home

I've got some deep scars from a little black heart that only make me stronger

And now I don't sleep, seeing any relief that gives me some perspective

This is my life

I might as well live it

Along with the bad times

Just glad to be living

And this is my time

I might as well share it

I'll give you all my money

We live and we die for this