The High Water Marks Follow

It feels like suicide or something worse
I've got this curse on me
It seems I only dream about the things
that shouldn't come to be
Always I try to find a way
it feels, it seems so real to me
I just can't let it go
I'll let you know just what it means to me

As days go past and it all moves too fast
and I won't think about it
And when I do, it all comes back to you
and I don't want to change that

I won't talk about it
A word I said won't make it go away

Nothing seems to stay,
doesn't bother anyone,
these things, nothing stays the same
if I could die, anyway, my mind won't go that way

As days go past and it all moves too fast
and I won't think about it
And when I do, it all comes back to you
and I don't want to change that