The Suicide Machines Follow

I'm not the same as I was when I was young
and neither are you
There's been a lot of changes in the both of us,
you said you see that 2
I've wasted such a lot of time to find I was
looking at the wrong things
If its an apology you're waiting for , you could
wait a long TIME
I've wasted such a long time
just to feel like a Zero
Life really sucks ya know when ya
yeah feel like a Zero
I've wasted such a long time too
just to feel like a Zero
You're not the only one who's held me in
You said I broke your heart
It would've been the the other way around when I was young
but sooner or later we've all got to
grow up
I dont know if I should tell you how I'm feeling
chances are you're laughing at me
and tell me that I dont know
What I'm saying
.....It's not my fault