This Providence Follow

i'll run and hide under my bed
you're calling my name from outside my door but i'm not ready yet
for a revolution to start in me
'cause i'm just scared of losing control
i'm terrified of who i'll become with you
i'm just scared, the world hates you
and it's gonna hate me too
a cry for help rings in your ear
i'm calling your name from inside this hole that i've dug myself into
(it's so wrong) my self-centered prayers
as if you don't care for anyone but me
(give me a day) that's all it takes for me to turn my back on you
the whole world hates us
the whole world hates our song
but still we sing
but still we sing along
so here I am, a wary heart and trembling hands
waiting for the words to leave your lips
this could be the hardest step that i'll take