Paradise Lost Follow

As you stare into the depths of darknessIllusions of your mind pressured by horrorStanding on a plain of desolationThe streams of frozen mist are shattered by the sunTravel through the uncaring skiesPrepare for this defeatOnce you're dead your eyes are shut foreverIs it just the darkness that greets our pleas?Trapped in my skull, sanities locked insideCan't express my feelings, the pain I must hideMy body possessed by an unseen forceCrippled for lifeAs I try to speak my voice...No physical pain you will feelIs this mental insanity real?No future an obscenityWhy was I chosen to suffer?Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soulAttempts at speech are drowned in laughterI writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...?Not allowed to make decisionsIf only I could tell them all I can thinkIn my afterlife, I'll rise againDestroy all the ones who laughedKill them all...Able to think, flex my limbs, talk and socialise, live my life