Suicidal Tendencies Follow

I sailed forever... I sailed so far
And now I know just what the consequences are
I laughed out loudly, but I cried inside
But I didn't have the strength to say enough of the ride, like a fool
I believed in a miracle

I wanted to forget of what I'm not sure
But I found the answer; it seemed to be a perfect cure
Controlled my actions...controlled my thoughts
Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot like a fool
I believed in the miracle

Fuck the miracle

Twisting and I'm turning cause I'm freezing then I'm burning
Laughing then I'm crying, am I living or am I dying
I'm swearing then I'm praying and I don't know what I'm saying
I'm happy then I'm sad, more than a little mad

Do you still... do you still believe... do you still believe in...
Do you still believe in miracles? (Fuck the miracle)

Pushing then pulling, who am I fooling?
A friend then a foe, do I really even know it?
Love and then hate, so pure I'm gonna break
Peace then at war, what am I fighting for (yea yea yea yea yea yea)

Yeah and you always seem to keep me oh so sleepy
So I can't realize that it's all lies
And the more it takes hold of me, the less chance that I'll ever be free
And even though I don't believe it's so hard to leave
A miracle...The miracle

And if I could ever take them to, all the blissfulness that you
See things as I do, that would take more than a miracle
The only ways that you start, is by looking in your heart
And that's the hardest part, cause it takes more than a miracle

Waiting, always hesitating
For that perfect day, that day was yesterday
And the more you're gonna wait, the more chance that it'll be too late
How are ya going to afford to wait?
Ah, I shed one tear I won't deny it, just one tear and I already cried it
And now you'll see me cry no more
Don't even know what I was crying for
(There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing...)
Won't stop crying for... a miracle
(There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing...)
I just, I don't believe it.... I just don't believe in
(There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing...)
I just, don't believe in a (miracle...) There's no such thing...
(There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing...)
(There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing...)
Theres no such thing as a miracle, theres no such thing as
(There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing...)
I dont, I dont believe...I just dont believe in
I dont know, I dont, I dont believe in all