The Raincoats Follow

what if
what if
what if god does not exist
heaven does not exist at all
when we die maybe theres just a vacuum a void nothing at all
when we die maybe theres just nothin
nothing at all

i wanna be swallowed up by a great big wave
i wanna flail and thrash and (?)
i wanna fly accross the ocean and up into the sun
i wanna burn and burn and burn and burn again
i wanna throw off my head off a building from the 97 floor
? dont think ill live anymore ?

cause i cant stand it
i cant stand it
i cant stand the pain
oh no, i cant stand this pain
oh i cant stand it
no no no no no no no
cant stand the pain
i cant stand this pain

dyin again
dyin again
dyin again
again
again
dyin
oh oh
dyin dyin dyin
dyin again

drop my hair dryer in the bath where i lie
throw myself under a bus
or even a (?) train
(?)
im gonna hang myself to death
hang myself by a noose from the (?)
im gonna blow myself off with a cult 45
or maybe im gonna (?)

(?)
pain pain
kill kill kill the pain
I need to kill the pain
i need to kill the pain
kill it
(?)

cause i cant stand it
i cant stand it
i cant stand the pain
i cant stand this pain
oh i cant stand it
no no no no no no no
cant stand the pain
i cant stand this pain

(x4)
dyin again
dyin again
dyin again
again
again
dyin
oh oh
dyin dyin dyin
dyin again