The Russian Futurists Follow

To be honest I haven't felt this way in years
It's sick and it's sincere, we've been here before
To be honest I can't get a wink of sleep
You've got me thinking deep and drinking cheap wine

To be honest I can't figure you out
It's time for me to scout a new route to take
To be honest we went off like a powder keg
You've got me counting eggs before they hatch

And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest

To be honest it's been years since I've felt this
Unglued and helpless, you've melted me down
To be honest what we had is gone and just
Lost and anonymous, honest to God

To be honest I've been acting strange, dear
Something has changed here, the same year repeats
To be honest it's slapdash and half baked
I'm trying to have cake and eat it too

And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest

To be honest I've sat on the sidelines
While biding my time, it's high time I stopped
To be honest this month was a nightmare
I've been waiting right here for light years on end

To be honest and I won't dispute that
I'll tighten my bootstraps and shoot back again
To be honest I'm keeping my powder dry
Living without a lie I promise to god

And I don't even know what it's like to be honest
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest

To be honest I haven't felt this way in years
It's sick and it's sincere, we've been here before
To be honest I can't get a wink of sleep
You've got me thinking deep and drinking cheap wine
And I don't even know what it's like to be honest