Automatic Loveletter Follow

I wanted this.
I wanted you.
I wanted it to last but you fell through.
Now east coast boys don't you see.
That here on the west we follow our dreams.
I don't want to know you anymore.
The color of your lips red.
And I swear I never wear lipstick.
No, my god I drank too much.
Laughing while I'm crying.
Don't you let them know you're dying.
Dying to bring out and dying to get, get out.
From the windows of the upstairs.
Click my heels, but I am stuck here.
I'm giving this back.

This is the last time.
This is the last fight.
Sunsets to sunrise.
Morning to midnight.
And this is my goodbye.
So blow out the candle.
The bottle is dry.
And these pages learn to think.
You're not even worth my black ink revenge.
I guarantee you'll miss me.

I can't stomach this.
I think I'm going to be sick.
My hearts made of wick and you put the fire out of it.
The kerosene (?)
She smiled at me and closed the door, but not to sleep.
This isn't making any sense.
I was yours the night before this.
And the smell of your sheets is the remnants of it.

This is the last time.
This is the last fight.
Sunsets to sunrise.
Morning to midnight.
And this is my goodbye.
So blow out the candle.
The bottle is dry.
And these pages learn to think.
You're not even worth my black ink revenge.
I guarantee you'll miss me.

So I'm writing you out of my dreams.
And you'll miss me I swear when I leave.
Yeah, I'm writing you out.
I'm crossing my T's.
And I want back the necklace that I said you could keep.
And you miscomprehended I still love you to death.
My lungs aren't as strong as my last gasp for breath.
Leave nothing behind.
Not a trace or a crumb.
And no clothes to (?)
And so I'm writing you out of my dreams.
And you'll miss me I swear when I leave.

This is the last time.
This is the last fight.
Sunsets to sunrise.
Morning to midnight.
And this is my goodbye.
So blow out the candle.
The bottle is dry.
And these pages learn to think.
You're not even worth my...