J-Son Follow

Look at my life
Look at my pain
Look at my tears
These tears I shed
I feel so alone, with
nobody to talk to
Cuz of the days that I
spend without you
It's like you're here, but
you're gone (but you're
gone)
You're here, but you're
gone (but you're gone)
It's like you're here, but
you're gone (but you're
gone)
And you're gone, gone,
gone, gone away
[Verse 1] - Json:
I know you're working,
I appreciate your grind
You give me everything
I need, but I really want
your time (I want your
time)
I must confess, it's hard
to express how I'm
feeling
But I'm growing blocks
of bitterness, quickly
becoming buildings
Listen, you're never
home
To the point to that I
don't notice when
you're gone
I'm getting older, but
I'm growing all alone
(I'm all alone)
How can you raise me,
without even knowing
me?
Everything I do, is just
to get you to notice me
(I miss you)
Realize, you're the
great influence in my
life
And you're absence just
might be what's
ruining my life (you're
ruing my life)
I got questions, but we
don't talk on the usual
My friends are having
sex, and I'm
wondering, should I do
it too? (What should I
do?)
Who should I go to, if
you are never there?
(Where?)
And if you never ask,
will you ever be
aware? (Be aware)
You say you care for
me, you don't get it
apparently!
I'm young and just a
child, I need my parent
to parent me!
[Chorus] - J.R.
[Verse 2] - Json:
I know you're hustling
(I know), I see you on
your grind
You give me everything
I need, but I really want
your time (I want your
time)
I stay in fresh J's, laced
in new gear
But I would trade it all,
if I'd only have you
here
I smell the dough that
you blowing, cuz it be
so potent
Oh yeah, I notice, but
you don't think I'ma
wanna smoke it? (I
wanna blow)
I see your love for the
streets, and I want that
love too
You taught me to be
hard, but you rarely tell
me, "I love you" (I love
you)(Please love me)
Moms be mad, she
always be talking bad
about you
But honestly, Dad, I
don't think I'll become
a man without you
And she be gone,
matter of fact she
never home
She come into work,
and I'm living like I'm
already grown
I gotta place to stay,
then get ta shop at the
mall
But I'll honestly say, I
don't have no guidance
at all
You say you care for
me, but don't know I
can barely read
I'm young and just a
child, I need my
parents to parent me!
[Chorus] - J.R.
[Verse 3] - Json:
I know you're in
Church, I see your love
for God (I do)
You give me everything
I need, but I really need
your time (I need your
time)
Your godly life and love
for people amazes me
But tell me should the
Church take my mom
and my dad away from
me?
I say this simply, you
know a lot spiritually
Involved in ministry,
but often, you don't
remember me
(Remember me?)
You teach the Youth
and show them how to
model and live (Yep)
But at home you've
never shown me what
the Gospel is (Father I
need you)
How can you share
with those seem direly
hopeless?
Inside I cry, cuz we've
never cracked the Bible
open
And I'm dealing with
pressure, and don't
know what to do
Know what it's like to
be the only Christian in
your school?
I bump that 1-1-6, they
tell me to live
unashamed (I'm
ashamed)
But that's hard when
those around you are
on another thing
You study thoroughly,
but don't get it
apparently!
I'm a babe in the faith,
I need my parents to
parent me!
[Chorus] - J.R.
[Outro] JR:
Mama I need you.. And
daddy I need you...